If Only

If only you were real,

If only I didn't feel,

This swirl of emotion

Everytime you're near.

If only I was true,

But it only makes me blue,

This painful thought of you

Seeking out someone new.

If only I was honest,

If only I was brave,

True enough to reveal

Everything about the way I feel.

If only you were mine,

If only we had the time.

To fall in love so true,

The real me and you.

If only things were different,

If only we were friends,

If only we had the chance,

Maybe things would change

Til there is me and you.